Not everything is supposed to become something beautiful and long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we will have to keep on going and thank them for what they have given us... After all everything is just temporary.
I was constantly settled into a state of uncertainty and trouble thoughts, I wonder why was I this way? Why did I constantly expect the worst and feel gripped by the fact that there was nothing, no one I could ever truly depend on?
I was already to walk away or hide away, but I was never ready to be an open armed... to any situation or person, but the irony of this is that once I finally did, I clutched on to these things and people with no intentions of letting go. I was loyal to a fault.
And I believe, It's because I know that nothing is ever for certain... and I would spend my entire life, on some underlying level, hoping to prove that wrong. Something in this world must last, I thought. But I was only ever fooling myself.
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